i actually said i wanna quit my job as an event organiser days ago. was really thinking through hard way before the day i quit. its like, so hard to decide. it seemed to be a turning point in my life that i cant be so ignorant and not bothered about it. my dad wasnt as supportive when i said i thought of going back to work. instead, my mom was. but i know they'll support whatever decision i've made. i realised, im already nineteen. im no longer a kid. i still dont like the idea of not enjoying my so called last teenage life cux i feel its like the last opportunity i'll have with me. many many MANY decisions on my mind and i decided to take up the challenge once again. reach higher, thats what i tell myself throughout.

so i actually had a dinner with helen, mich, jacq, vincent & poochong the next day at vila'ge. and i actually told helen that i decided to take up the challenge again. im glad that she gave me a lil break for now, not to start work yet. that was what i wanted. i was unsure what my future wld be but i just keep telling myself to perservere. sometimes, believing what you can achieve is something you'll attain in future. im very aware that still, none of my friends support my idea of going back to work again. it doesnt really feel good when all your friends just tell you to give it up. anyways. something just strucked me by what zhisen said. ; you dont have to make people understand, so long as you yourself know what you are doing can le. thanks zhisen! it makes really lots of sense in me. HAHA. (:

so what have i been up to all these days ever since my break has started?! housework! haha. i've got a daily routine. doing housework together with mommy in the day and den out to meet friends or shopping at night! mommy really cleans the house inside out! oh! i've got a new quilt cover today! went clarke quay, chinatown and ikea with mommy today! we bought lots of stuffs! and my room looks so reddish pink now! HEH. my room's always been like this whenever cny arnd the corner. i just love the color! bright colors! HEHE. love it!(:

valentine's day was awesome! was actually intending to treat mommy & daddy for a dinner date but daddy turned me down. ): nvms! did housework together with mommy, as usual. we didnt really celebrate.. but i hope my companion is something that matters. went to meet darl in the evening for dinner. a pity we didnt get to dine at newyorknewyork cux its really crowded. we went aerins & another nearby.. packed packed packed! so we settled down at pizza place! there's this really cute waiter serving us. HAHA. he seemed so nervous! i can see he's trying his best to serve everyone. HAHA. but den, if you see the way he is, you feel like telling him, 'dont worry yah!' and you know what.. shopped for levis jeans and all with darl.. den after hours i realised my tweety shopping bag MISSING! forgetful me. and i went back to pizza place pining with hopes. phew. it was there! and that cute waiter of theirs trying to look for it for me.. and i saw it right in front of me. so i was like, 'umm.. it's here?' and he seemed embarrassed, 'oooh! hahahaa.' i think he's too tensed up or smth. but he looks really cute! okay i shall stop. anyways, thanks darl for the dior perfume! i simply love it! muackx!(:

i realised i've got a bad habit. i dont know if thats a habit but, i realised i tend to spend at least a hundred bucks at a shop, just at one go. perhaps i think it can jux save the trouble of looking at another shop. haha. i jux spent another hundred plus on tweety! YES TWEETY! aint it cute! its a new shop in town at the central! its gonna the new shopping mall in my list this year! :D went to buy another for my darl tdae. im a member but i was told i cldnt get a discount tdae cux the card's not ready. ?!!!!! -growls.

okay, at least this time i FEEL i dont have the urge to think about money matters. everyone thinks im earning more than a usual O level graduate. the last time i worked, i brought the cheque back and mommy was like kind of surprised. i've earned around 1k for 2 weeks this time. enough for my bills and my shopping spree. im gonna save some for cny! you know.. we student jux love playing cards. HAHA. for your info, i dont really earn a lot. but your eyes tend to shine so much whenever you get your cheque. (:

to my mich dear! are you missing me? :P hahaha. i did think of you every day alrights! thinking of how you doing if you alone in the office. ill be back real soon so u gotta wait for me! hehe! have fun this cny okay! and thanks for being there for me every step of the way. i love you to bits! and yah, i think i dont have the luck. im always working for those big shows and im always not there when everything is like a breeze. but its okay, with you around i know ill be fine. (: loves!

i dont know why i cant load my blog page! i can only view it if i preview my template. GRRR. but i still can view the tag just that its inconvenient. anyways ill reply my tag here.
to renny, hey there! i didnt forget ooga outing ehx! ill arrange it like before march. ill try! meanwhile, enjoy your cny dude! :D
to jieyi, ill look forward hearing from you. no rush my dear! whats important is to enjoy every day of yours. aha. :D love ya still!
to melissa, do tell me your available time. thanks so much for being there for me always! talktalk! i miss you!